i'm so nervous rite now......really2 nervous...
i dunno why i feel like dis.....
ke sbb my flight to meet HIM dah dekat sgt..less than 48 hours jer lagi..
should i feel excitedkan?..bukan nervouskan?......
tapi entahlah......along said that i'm thinking too much...mungkin juga....
yeah..but i'm thinking bout things that might be happen kan?...owhh please pray for me...
i just want someone who can comfort me je skrg...tell me dat everything will be fine and semua benda kan dipermudahkanNya....
Lately...i'm really2 not in a good condition..i'm depressed for everything yang happen around me...
i lost my weight nearly 5 kg in 2 weeks due to my depression..huwarghh....
sampai my mum pun tegur nape anak dia macam org saket?..yess mum..ur lil girl nie saket dalaman..hahaha..
i try to be happy as much as i can but deep down inside my heart...ALLAH je yang tau betapa depress nye saya ini....
Makan hati and depressi nie MMG tak BAGUS k.....
i'm thinking a lots....workload...family..friends....almost everynight i cry silently sampai tido..
Thanks to Faiez..selalu dgr me nangis2 lately......i dun want to seksa diri sendiri..tapi dugaan sangat berat datang dis month of October..but i try not to think much k..
sigh....all i want now is a NEW JOB..please give keje lain...huhuhuhu
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