tup2 dah masuk minggu2 terakhir November dah....
means dat dh nak masuk thn baru dh...cepat jer masa berlalu kan...
mengenangkan nak habis nye November nie..hati ini terusik sikit......so mula lah rs mcm nak emosi jerk..hermmm...ntah lah..
knowing dat HE will be far away again next month make me feel..entah lah..tak tau ape yg aku rasa...a bit sdeyh ada jugak...
Yess..HIM will be sailing again next month......just belum tau lagi tarikh nye sbb he still hold his Notice of Readiness sbb nak makesure i'm getting enough time to be with HIM....
kalo dia tepon je opis sekarang..bila-bila masa jer opis suh dia naik dah...
lately nie..HE try to pujuk me..
"syg, b naik kapal bulan depan erk..boleh erk"
i just cant do nothing...iyekan pun tidak...nak geleng kepala lagi lah tak mampu.....diam jerk..then senyum..
berat hati woo nak jawab soklan tue......
aku tak pernah nak halang or larang dia pergi...dats HIS job..cita-cita dia.....sumber rezeki dia...
cuma aku masih belum ada kekuatan untuk lepaskan dia pergi.....
aku masih belum bina kekuatan untuk tanggung rindu sorang diri bila dia takde kat sini.....
i'm going to miss everything...the moment he makes me happy...things dat we do together and share with each other.....
Sapelah...
yang nak temankan aku gi makan Sushi King lagi.....makan Tako Tao..
yang nak jadi teman gaduh-gaduh dalam kete lagi...
yang nak temankan aku gi jalan-jalan cari makan lagi..
yang nak temankan aku beli barang-barang dapur lagi...
yang nak buat muka blur2 bile aku tanye soklan pelik-pelik....
huhu..going to miss HIM so much......
papepun..sooner or later dia mesti akan onboard again.....just i hope bila sampai masa nye..i already have the strength to let HIM go and starting the waiting game once again.....
inilah pengorbanan yang i must face when i'm sharing my life with seafarer...
but i never regret....but glad that having HIM as part of my beautiful life.......
I just hope that my waiting game this time tak lah selama yang aku alami dis 2 years in the row...8 months and 9 months..
please..please AET..dont hold HIM too long onboard lagi this time k.......
having 1 week ++ jer lagi with HIM..so i have to cherish this moment together...do activities together as much as we can...
Dear..i'm letting you go...cause i noe u will be back again to me..to be with me again....its ur work and your dreams...i'll be here waiting for you forever..syg doakan b safe in ur journey and sehat selalu....
please be strong wahai HATI..
Do pray for me jugak k peeps.....and for us...
ps: dear..kita tak gi dating kat jambatan putrajaya lagi kan thn nie?...bila nak gi sane?..=)
8 comments:
azie...whoaaaa..sebak ny time2 cmni..huhu.
sedey, bile2 ms jek die da nak nek kapal da...manje pon xpuas lagi, da kene nek da =(
be strong kay, we can face it.we're the selected ones...kene ingat tu =)
doakan die selamat pegi n selamat pulang jek..
ainhusna- yup dear..sebak sgt2..but i have to be strong...for him jugak kan?..
thanks dear
Be strong azie.we the selected one were special.the distance will bloom ur love.sayang menyayang.hehe.mane tau u bole g oliday ke penang n pasir gudang lg.huhu.lets support our seafarers.yeah!!
azie dear...jgn sedih2 yer..anggap ia satu pengorbanan azie pada man...sbb pengorbanan azie ni la buat man bertambah sayang pd azie tau..
hukhukhuk..cedeyh mek maca..
uwa...iknw what u feel dear..
sikpa Man syg itak ya..
so ceriakan hari2 bersama k~
wish u both, very the best in all ways..pray 4 u both too!!
hugs~~~~~
azie dear,
reading this make me sad too.been there felt that!however,u are lucky to have spent almost 2 months dengan dia.i rarely got this chance myself.and always remember,deep down he's sad too u know.xrugi tgu,he'll love u more=)~hugs!
haluu..anda di TAG..
sile jawab hokey?
Dear..i'm letting you go...cause i noe u will be back again to me..to be with me again....its ur work and your dreams...i'll be here waiting for you forever..syg doakan b safe in ur journey and sehat selalu....
***seems.... he he he gud luck!
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