I cant think the title for this entry ~~

I'm not feeling well....

demam + batuk + selsema yg sangat-sangat teruk....hidung dh merah2 dah..huhu

ini adalah simptom biasa bila sy 'hari wanita sedunia'

dan ditambah pulak dengan simptom baru-baru being single temporary nie..haiyaa...

herm...HIM already onboard of Bunga Kelana 6 last Wednesday.....and i'm not in the stable emotion last wednesday..hahaha..Demam+nanges..sbb tulah maken worse...but today emosi dah stabil dah...

*thanks dear for being very supportive..i'll be okay dun worry*

Alhamdulillah...His ship punya route pun tak jauh sgt MELAKA-KERTEH-MELAKA for the meantime lah..next time tak tahu lagi....as long as ade line tepon its okay for us...

He also gave me a big map to help me to keep track of his ship..hahahaha

After dis his ship will be at MALUNG..i dunno where is MALUNG..but somewhere near Terengganu and tade phone line lansung for another 4 days..takpe lahh..

kemungkinan besar akan masuk PD so when the ship anchore dia boleh jump sekejap ship and me boleh pecut kete gi PD..

That's why i love when he's in Kelana ship...ada peluang nak jumpa..hehehehe

back to 'single' means dat i have to tune back my jadual for this becoming 6 months(maybe)...

and now i get enough time to spend with few of my close frens...

herm...bukan lah maksud when he's around i lupakan my frens..bukan mcm 2..i still hang out with them sometimes..but i know..they do understandkan..even we both do hang out together with them..kan Along..hehehe

ada few jugak lah yg ckp2 belakang nie..."bila loqman dah tade..barulah nak cr kitaorg balik"..

hermmm..its up to korang lah nak ckp apekan..but dr dulu lagi i've told everyone..i'm fully occupied when HIS around but i still do keep in touch with my frens...

Being in relationship with seafarers is totally different sbb time dia cutilah time for us to fully make use masa yang ada..especially yg gf nye bekerja mcm saya nie...

alah..yang bising-bising nie sebenarnya bukan yg close to me pun....sbb i do noe sape yg still keep in touch with me and close to me until now...

yang lain-lain tu..baik bersebab jerk...pastu buat taik dgn org..huh...sila blah dr hidup saya k

after dis..i'm back to my normal life lah kot.....pegi keje..balik keje...weekends balik tampin spend time dgn adik-adik..if not going back..lepak kat rumah..and kalo nak lepak kuar pun depends arr nak hang out dgn sape..hehehe..my circles of fren list yg boleh dibawak hang out dh mengecil yer...kena very2 selective sekarang..takut kena back stab lagi.....

serious tade life erk..hahaha..i'm prefer mcm nie...so that tak menyusahkan hidup sesape..

being very understanding to me and tak mo sy busan-busan alone while he's onboard..HE left me HIS two precious things...dia tinggalkan madu-madu ku...cik PSP dan ms PS3....dah siap setting wireless internet connection lagi kat PS3 so that i can surf internet thro PS3 and Tv jerk...

so nice HIM kan...so skrg nie...duk rumah kalo tak khatamkan cd PS3 (currently playing starwars), mesti tgk DVD or surf internet...takpun men game transformers dlm PSP...(sape tau kat ne nak download game PSP yg best2 and murah erk)...hehehe..occupied lah sket.

hermm....papepun i still have to be strong..jgn layan kan sgt perasaan sdeyh2 niekan...

to dear,

happy sailing back...take a good care of yourself....dearie always here waiting for you to come back..pray for your health and safety..be good k...and Bunga kelana 6..dun hold my dear too long on you..6 months is enough k...and dun pegi jauh2 tau..

okay lah peep enough of merepek and merapu..

happy weekends and SALAM TAHUN BARU

daa ~~~!!!