~~ bila sdey and tiba-tiba......

hari nie rs mcm malas giler nak bgn pg and nak gi keje..smlm start fieldwork semula and start balik arr bgn awal2 pagi giler and balik mlm2 giler...sbb dh lama kot duk diam je dlm opis nie so penat giler yg teramat arr....dis time assessment kitaorg kat Le Meridien kat KL..bukan nye jauh pun dr opis nie..tp sbb dh lama tak kuar berjalan mcm nie arr kot..yang best nye gi assessment sbb kita dpt jumpa org and yg penting mkn free..hotel 5 star nye food best tau..hahahaha (hanie dear..jgn jeles k)... actually bukan nak citer pasal nie..

last nite..masa rs mcm penat jerk..balik2..mkn and terus letak kepala kat bantal..and as usual before tido aktiviti yg i buat ialah send sms kat encik BF eventho akan tau msg to mesti akan dpt notification say yg msg not sent to..but dgn hati yg cekal masih lg menghantar sms pd dirinya...hehehe..lately nie rs sgt2 nak ngadu byk benda dgn dia..but since last dpt contact dia ms dia kat KOREA..he called me tgh2 mlm scr sudden after 15 days without any news and phone call...hermm nie arr dugaan nye bercinta dgn NELAYAN LAUT DALAM nie...time sdey2 and byk mslh he is not there for us..and then bila dia called tue rs mcm tak sampai hati plak nak cerita benda or masalah kita kat dia..ye arr..bukan murah tau dia wat phone call tue..satu talk card yg dia beli tue about 15 dollar arr lbey kurang and bley ckp about 50 minutes..so tak sampai hati plak nk suh dia dgr masalah2 and ketensenan kita kat sini...bukannye aper..at least when kita ade mslh eventho takdpt citer kat dia at least we have another source utk luahkan pe yg rs kat dlm hati nie..but him..tade sape dia nak ngadu kecuali bila dpt call cik GF dia nie arr...so i rs baik i dgr his story about his sea life dr ngadu kat diakan...but kdg2 tue rs mcm sdey gak and tak thn sgt sbb tak dpt share dgn dia....

pastue ms dia kat KOREA tue dia still tak dpt cnfrmkan mane kapal dia nk gi after dat..so nie yg buatkan i rs mcm lost  sgt..tak sker bler tak tau where is the next destination...and last nite...disbbkan rs stress + penat yg teramat sgt i send sms yg ckp hope dat he ada next to me now to comfort me...pas je send sms tue and i tau yg sms tue takkan sampai pun :) ...tiba2 dpt call dr PRIVATE NUMBER and suara encik BF kesayangan yang ader kat line sebelah tue...he called me away from JAPAN syukur sgt dlm hati 
rs mcm ALLAH makbulkan doa sgt...mengalir gak air mata bila the first perkataan yang kuar dr mulut dia *assalamualaikum yang...*..huhuhuhu touching gak arr....and air mata nie kuar sepanjang 30 minutes our conversation...berebut2 arr nk berckp..hehehehe..rasa mcm tersentuh sgt when he said yg dia rs nak sgt2 talk to me and feel mcm i perlukan dia...dia kate mcm tau2 je yang i want to talk to him..eventho dia tau yg i takkan ckp byk2 psl prob i but at least he noe yg dgn dgr suara dia i dpt relieve sket hati yang tgh gundah gulana nie...dats us..chemistry between us mmg kuat...sometimes i can noe yg dia susah hati..sama jgak dgn ape yg dia dpt feel about me...eventho it just for 30 minutes and our conversation tak dpt di endkan dgn i love u pun mcm kat korea hr tue...but i noe yg i relieve bila dpt ckp dgn dia...even sejauh mane pun dia..dia tak pernah lupa untuk call..even KOREA and JAPAN tak dpt roaming..dia sgup guna satelit phone and beli talk card to talk to me...dats him..and i noe dats dia sgt2 sygkan i....

hubby...glad to hear your voice last nite...and glad to hear dat everything was fine..syg owez doakan hubby sehat and selamat dlm apa jua keadaan and things u done..i'll wait for u here..wait and wait without any rasa jemu and busan becoz i now waiting for you is the best moment in my life...balik nanti kita ngedate lagi lama-lama k..jalan-jalan lg k..and lunch at my house with my parents lg k..pray for all good things for us forever..amin....