i dunno what actually happen to me...
help me to go thro all dis..
mlm tadi...jalan kaki sambil kuar air mata tahan sakit...
dari sentral sampai vista air mata kuar tahan sakit nie...
tapi kuatkan jugak semangat...kalo tak mesti dah terjelepuk jatuh kat tgh2 sentral tue...
tersalah send sms pd ALONG..she gave me sedikit semangat....so dat i can go back home safely...
sampai rumah terus cari ubat..then lelapkan mata sampai ke pagi...
saat-saat nie..i hope HE was here with me...
help me to thn all dis kesakitan..
comfort me with his hug....
but...
apakan daya...HIS far away from me...
just HIS soul and HIS pray with me..
gave me the spirit untuk terus bertahan lawan dis pain...
untuk terus kuatkan semangat supaya boleh sembuh semula....
reading back all the SMS he gave to me when i was merehatkan diri dari kesakitan at home..while HE was far away kat VIETNAM...
kuar air mata nie..
"kdg2 b tak thn life mcm nie, jauh dr syg, terkenangkan syg saket lg, b tak mau belayar jauh2 syg"...
air mata terus lagi mengalir laju..
"syg, b sdey, syg kuatkan hati k, cepat sembuh, be strong for me, b nak balik jg syg, b nak ada disamping syg masa syg sakit"...
dan..air mata nie tak dpt ditahan lagi.....
"i'm sorry not there bila syg perlukan b, i'll promise i'll make it someday k..i mizz u"
Tapi apakan daya..inilah kenyataan nya..i noe dat HE really want to go thro all dis with me..cukuplah HIS pray was always for me..HIS spirit makes me become stronger...and HIS tought of me make feel near to HIM....
whatever it is... I ALWAYS LOVE YOU....and always do DEAR....
Ya ALLAH plz help me to be more stronger untuk terus hadapi kesakitan ini.....dugaan ini amat berat rasanye...its really PAINFULL...
people..bukan niat utk cari simpati...but i really in pain...pray for me so dat i can be healthy like before....
TABAHLAH WAHAI HATI INI.....KUATLAH WAHAI DIRI INI...CEKALLAH SEMANGAT INI...
2 comments:
azie..sedey kak yat baca post nie,tingat kak yat pon jatuh aritu,terjelepok kat tgga foodcourt belkang opissaket gile ahh..sampai 2 kali berurut dgn mak bidan & tukang pulih tulang.Ahlahdulillah dah oke.
Nanti berurut oke,bahaya pompuan jatuh2.
Hmm so touchg bile baca man sms tu..
teringat abg Ekhram pon risau thp dewa mase kak yat injured that day.
sabar eyh,his spririt & pray alwiz wif u..
Nanti kak yat bagi kad tawen,dtg jhr eyh! winduuuuuuu kamuu..
i feel so sad reading this post.. suddenly i remember when i got sick.. i only cud cry and endure the pain.. and my love bubu crying over the phone asking me how can he help me.. and said.. he wish he was there with me so that he cud hug me and lift the pain.. i smile silently in the cry and calm him back until he stop crying.. i love my bubu so much... and i love you too sis.. take good care of yourself.. i wish u will always be strong 4 u and for man.. amin..
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