I believe in HIS faith always ~~

I've been thro not so good day today..

I'm worrying about today economic crisis where company swasta yang kecik2 termasuk mine nie ada kesan sbb tade bisnes sgt and mcm ada peluang mahu diberhentikan..nauzubillah..mintak dijauhkanlah..huhu..takutnyer....

eventho that mcm big boss still hold us not to berhenti lg dgn hrpn there will be project jugaklah for next couple of month sbb if they losing me means that this company sgt2 ssh utk hire and train others nutritionist cum health technician yang sgt2 perlu and capable to handle all the health equipment mcm BP meter, ECG machine, Spirometer, Body Fat Analyser and etc tue..haiyaa..

tapi kalo dh hari2 for the mean time nie...masuk opis melangut tade ape nak buat selain dr update health filing and report pastu boleh duk men game dlm opis nie sape laratkan..risaulah jugak...lebih2 lg when today is our sr account exec pny last day sbb she have been told to resign..hadooooooooo...susah hati nie..seryessss....

but qada' dan qadar tuhan tak siapa yg tahukan...cuma berharap dan berdoa yang terbaik..

so today..i'm sending lots of resume to the others food and nutrtion company and also to some of health science college (termasuklah masterskill kamu tue cikfizahaum)..dengan harapan semoga adalah dlm byk2 resume yg dihntr tue...melekat lah jugak or at least diconsider utk dipgl pergi interviewkan.. just pray for the best...

Its hard for me if i'm not working due to lots of commitment on me...adik2...family..and myself too....

haiyooo...seryess ssh hati bila fikir2......

When i told this thing to HIM..he just said sabarlah and jgn putus asa to find another jobs...lucky to have HIM who willing to hear me eventho i noe that nothing much he can do to help me..i noe he worried too and him also facing lots of harder things on board but still be with me to comfort me when i need him the most..thanks dear..

Sabarlah....and i believe that ALLAH dah tentukan rezeki untuk setiap hambaNya..and adalah rezeki lain buat saya dimana-mana nanti..just cepat or lambat je...praying for the best thing..that the only thing i can do and have faith in it...

and if sesape rasa ada job vacancy utk sy..please let me noe k...and i really appreciate it..thanks..

and i have gud news also...=)

Last nite, Manz told me...

Bunga Kelana 6 where HIM currently on it already have 1 year contract with PETRONAS and the ship only bound for Melaka-Bintulu-Kerteh...yeaahaaaa...Fizah Aum..jgn jeles k..hehehe

Ini bermaksud..ada line tepon always and paling lama pun tade line for only 3 days..hehehehe

Alhamdulillah..Thanks Allah for dis..eventho tak dapat jumpa selalu but as long we can have our conversation thro fon...hehehe..

and we made our promise to meet at least once a month when Bunga Kelana 6 is in Melaka Port..

and i cant wait for the ship to be in Melaka Port in another 2 weeks...2 mgu jer..tak lama...

At least i can makesure keperluan HIM onboard sentiasa cukup and he can get whatever he want to eat and have at least once a month..hehehe

Thats make me happy enough..i know that i cant ask too much..happy..happy...dis is enough for me...

Inilah kebaikan sailing with AET disebalik kehampehan management nye.....jahat seyh..

okaylah peeps....i got date with dis 3 gorjes lady..her...her..and her dis evening...

thanks for everyone who always love me and pray for me....

till next time...daaa...=)